Do You Believe My Love?Do you not think I can love?
Do you not think I'm sincere?
What is it about me dove
What is it you fear?
I have told you that I love you
What is it I have yet to do?
To show you that my love is true
And make your days a little less blue
I do not think you understand
What I'm willing to do for you
Flavorful love, never bland
I have told you, it's all true
When you finally do see
I hope it's not too late
I've wanted you to claim me
The one you love, your mate
Words...Your words you use
You use to abuse
Telling me what I am
Revealing me as a sham
To you I am untrustworthy
Not good enough, no loyalty
With some sugar you coat it all
Making me feel like I am small
Pretty words won't mask the pain
What did you really have to gain?
Don't LeaveYou see me sliding
The more I'm trying
Watching me lose it
How close will you get?
With you knowing who I am
Knowing I am not a lamb
But I am not strong enough
I don't have the lion's stuff
Not weak but not strong
Never right but always wrong
Living here I am in pain
Trying so hard to stay sane
You leave me standing here alone
Look at the hate that you have grown
How much I miss you you won't know
I just wish you wouldn't let go
She FellThis is the girl who fell from grace
Cause she couldn't find her place
She stood out with a cute face
But let's get back to the case
She tried to run from everything bad
Realizing no matter what she was sad
It was only love that could make her glad
A love she lost like a trending fad
Trying to forget and not be in pain
All while trying to not go insane
Looking around at what she can gain
Only to realize that life is plain
Deciding and choosing all on impulse
Even if she knew the info was false
Scared it will all stop her own pulse
Afraid of those she might repulse
Losing a battle she has always fought
Realizing now that she is caught
She punches her fists at every thought
Hating everything that she sought
This is the girl who fell from grace
Trying and failing to find her place
Now that you see all of her ugly face
We can now finally close this case
SuccubusDo not fall for her tricks and charm
She really means to cause you harm
Lulling you into a sweet trance
To where you would not have a chance
She will lead you into the fog
Passing many a fallen log
Until she turns on you so quick
And gives your neck a little lick
Once you realize you are caught
It won't help how much you fought
Into your neck she sinks her teeth
Drained, your body crumbles beneath
Beauty in FreedomYou will always despise
What you see with your eyes
Because you won't ever see
What it means to be free
Freedom is beautiful
Far more than an eye-full
The ugly hides away
In happiness you'll lay
Beauty is more than seen
To understand what I mean
Dig down deep to your soul
And find what makes you whole
When you finally find it
That's when freedom is shit
And it is no longer yours
Where all your blood pours
Downward SpiralMy heart beats
Is it beating?
I sit here
Wondering and waiting
Will the pain go away?
If I stop breathing
Will it hurt?
I have no control
I want it to stop
Who am I?
What am I?
An evil that burns
An evil that yearns
I'm not free
I will never be free
Never in my mind
Someone stop it
Stop the beating
It hurts too much
Or hurts not enough
Why am I here
Why why why
Why am I so lost
Lost even before then
I haven't been found
I can't find
No More ChasingYou sat there and made me believe
Giving me hope so I can breathe
Belief in love and hope for good
Always seemed to brighten my mood
But then you pulled away and frowned
In all my thoughts I could have drowned
Maybe it was too much that I expected
The reason why you had retracted
All I want now is to have no pain
And your love is what I want to gain
I know what I want is much to ask
I know it's just too hard of a task
I will stop all my hurt and chasing
Limit the time with me you're facing
I won't be bothering you anymore
Because for now my heart is too sore
Full Of PainDrown me in a puddle of water
So I may be reborn in you
End this life of pain that I have
I feel it is time to be renewed
My stomach is twisted sick
My mind blank with fear
My eyes holding back so tightly
My body aching and ready to burst in tears
I can't take this anymore
Wanting what I can't have
It has made me sick once again just as before
Only this time much, much more
I am fed up with this life
Unable to feel complete
I don't want anymore from it
Just to take my last breath
God, show me a light now
I am falling deeper into this dark hole
I feel there is no escape anymore
God please take me now
By: C Matthew Sieradzki 6-10-2010 2317
She got what she deserved...My mind was corrupted by malicious jealousy;
drowned in regret, and tormented by her ecstasy.
Bitter I was, filled with pure anguish and hate,
disgusted and tortured by our analogous trait.
Lividness was ripping and wrenching at my soul;
abhorrent at the horde of lies she'd told to make you whole.
Brutally suffering in agony and despair,
I viciously sliced with envy, knowing regret he and I would share.
How mistaken and selfish I was to utilise myself,
thinking my grief was damage to him, and not anyone else.
Anxiety and tears filled the eyes of those so dear,
but they never tried to stop the pain, even though it was my fear.
I locked myself away, and just stared at my reflection;
scowling at my evident mistake, and every imperfection.
What was done was done; I couldn't change it if I wanted to.
I could only forget my years of heartache, and somehow start anew.
I thought the name written in my scars would always remain;
reminding me of my misery, and the help I
Crimson LoveMy heart is broken, beaten and battered
Shattered like the most delicate of glass roses
It lies next to you in your bleak and desolate grave
The solemn hole you fell into when you took your final breath
Our life was sound, our love pure
Then we watched our walls come crashing down
As fate intervened in the form of reality
We heard the death clock's chilling chime
I'm left forlorn in this tragic world
I try to live but all in vain
It's not living without you
All that's left are my memories, my illusions, my delusions
The ominous blade, a reassuring friend in which I trust
Glistening with the tears I cry for what could have been
It slides so lovingly into the empty void of my once beating heart
An incredulous and overwhelming sense of relief
I lie in a pool of crimson love
Smiling as I fall from grace
Now we can be together forever
In the land of perpetual darkness
Yes, Master. -- Pet-Play/BDSM StoryShe expected him. With a soft purr she waited, eyes glued to the door. A soft whine occasionally escaping. Her anticipation dampening the tiny pair of boy-short panties that fit snuggly across her hips; the only thing on her small form except a matching bra, her collar, cat ears and tail. The tags on her collar jingled softly as she glanced at the clock. Licking her lips, she glanced down at the tags on her collar that simply said "Master's Kitten", before her eyes returned to the door.
Where was he?
Suddenly, footsteps. The jingle of keys. A soft whimper formed in her throat as the door's lock clicked quietly. The door swung open slowly, revealing the large Alpha male who had entered her Master's territory. However this was no random male, of course, but her Master himself. His large form dominated the doorway as he strode in with confidence. This was his house. His domain.
Her mind began to race as she watched him, every ounce of control being used to not moan with the fire he had al
Kittens will play... -- Pet-Play/BDSM StoryKitten glanced around the corner into the dark alley, her eyes searching for any danger. Satisfied, she strode into the darkness with a flick of her tail and a look of annoyance over her shoulder at the obnoxious city behind her. Quickly she worked her way through a series of alleys in her path to return home. She was new to this city, and didn't know it too well. However, she knew the way back home as long as she wasn't distracted.
She smiled slightly as she thought of home. Quiet wasn't the right word to describe it. Music was a passion of hers, and it filled the home often. However it wasn't as chaotic and irritating as the city that she quickly tried to leave behind. Her Master would be there at this time as well. She purred softly at the thought, adjusting the small dark blue mini skirt she was wearing, the top tight around her belly and chest, showing just enough cleavage to tease with the black bra beneath.
Suddenly Kitten felt uneasy. Something was wrong. Her ears turned to pic